今天我飛回香港了,來回那麼多次,第一次有想哭的感覺,這次真的很不捨得。

上了機,坐在一對情侶隔壁的我顯得格外孤單,飛機起飛了,我的眼淚也掉了,而且有點一發不可收拾的局面。

每一次回家,都匆匆忙忙,這次的長假就好比當你背著很重的背囊時,有人從後面用力把背囊撐著,重量從你的身上轉移至他的手; 當你享受並滿足於無重量的自由時,那手一放,重量再次施在你的身上,突如其來的衝力狠狠地把你的身子往後拉,腹肌腰肌一縮,用力把身體一抽,怎麼背囊好像比之前還要重?!


就是那種感覺。


飛機飛了一個小時,我也完全接受了事實,我已準備好回香港孤軍作戰。

 

後記:來到日記的最後一篇,這篇來得特別慢,因為欠缺了一點動力。分享快樂的事似乎比較容易,但要披露自己脆弱的一面相對來說難得多了。但是,我知道這天還是會來,因為我覺得無論是快樂或傷心,堅強或軟弱,都是每個人會經過的,我應該接受自己的所有& be proud of myself. 


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  • Erica Lai
  • 淚水除眼底流出,是悲傷的淚,是失落的淚。感受到離鄉別井的感覺是多麼難受。
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  • bj
  • you are not alone..... but u really need some love & care fr yr family
    EVEN ONE WORD... IF NO ..ALONE WL MAKE U MISS LEADING U THOUGHT YR FAMILY ..DIDN'T THEY FORGOT U ..A ALONE IN HK .
    ...Do u know i hv had same experience... alone to live in JAPAN FOR TEN YEARS..BTW THIS PERIOD...I ONLY BACK HOME ( HK) FOR 2 TIMIES... ONCE WAS B4 MY FATHER PASSED AWAY... SECOND TIMES WAS THE LAST TIMES THAT I FINISHED ALL MY STUDIED(8YRS) ...SENT BACK TO HK FOR STARTED WORKING ....

    YR RESPONSE ... LONELY ..UNCONTROL TEARS COMING DOWN... I DID SAME .... ME TOO ! ALMOST THE SECOND YR OF MY STUDYING... SO LONELY SO SAD NO MATTER HOW GOOD IN MY STUDYING .. I CRIED FOR SUCH ( ALMOST ONE HR ) FRONT OF MY CHURCH'S MISSIONER... AMERICAN GIRL... SHE KNEW ...INVITED ME TO HER HOUSE HV A DINNER WITH HER ..TOLD U .. FINLLY I HAD A LONG BIG CRYING ..FRONT OF HER NO ATE ANY.. BUT AFTER THAT FEELING BETTER ..U KNOW DURING THAT TIME ALMOST THE TIME I PUSH MYSELF TO THE TOUGH STUDYING ... DID NOT LET ME TO LOST AND SHOULD BE STRONGER WHAT AM I ..ALSO TOLD MY SEFL I DON'T HV TO MAKE FRIEND ...SURE I STILL HV NO MORE FRIEND ( JAPANESE ... EVEN I DID SPOKEN IN JAPANESE..BUT SOUND HARD TO ..GET A CLOSE FRIEND..) MY SCHOOLMATES ( FR HK) ALL LIVED SO FAR AWAY AFTER SCHOOL ALL ONLY BUSY FOR WORKED ON PART TIME JOB....MAKING MONEY FOR LEARNING ME TOO !
    RELAX LA... TIMES BY TIMES .. ALL OF THIS A EMOTIONAL .. NATURAL.. LET IT CRYING OUT WL FEELING BETTER...
    DON'T FORGET WE INVITED & DO WISH U COME TO HK..SURE WE BELIEVE HK NEED A SINGER LIKE U... IN MY EYES .. THE YOUNG GUYS NEEDED TO LEARNING WHAT MEANS GOOD SING.AND SINGER .. WE ELDER ONE.. REALLY SO LONG HV FOUND A GIRL LIKE U... GOOD & NICE CONDUCT SINGER...WE NEED U ..ALWAYS STAND BY U.. SUPPORT U .. EITHER HAPPY OR UNHAPPY .. WE APPRECIATED TO HV UR SHARING ... PLS FEEL FREE TO TALK WITH US LA... I & OTHER FANS SO LOVE U.. U A MY BELOVE SISTER IN LORD TOO ! .
  • A Hong Kong citizen likes your singing
  • Hi Gin,

    I am glad that you come to HK and will sing Cantonese songs. Your voice is wonderful and sweet. Although you are staying HK with yourself, you are not alone. When you sings with your heart, people here will be able to feel it. And not only Hong Kong people will love your songs, but also other Chinese around the world will love to listen your albums too. Your efforts will be recognized by us.

    Keep going.

    Cheers up and Welcome to Hong Kong.


    A HK citizen who likes your singing
  • David Mak
  • 你。很。好。
  • David Mak
  • 你。很。好。

    歡迎來到香港﹐我們會Falling進妳的歌聲裡。